Parent-less

So today I woke up to my parents laughing in the common area in our basement (my room is in the basement). I went to the bathroom (sorry if that's TMI) and then I walked over to where they were to ask what was so damn funny (minus the 'damn'). They said that they were doing some paperwork with their lawyer (they've been working on their wills lately) and they had to show proof of my birth and relation to them, etc. But apparently my birth certificate does not list their names or something. So now there is a running joke of how I'm adopted. Fantastic.

In other news, my dad's still obsessed over how funny he thinks Borat is. So he's been going around the house saying, "I'maBorat!" and "This pen is bluepausenot." It's been pretty entertaining.

What's been going on with me, you ask? Well, I've been running and working out every day, for a lack of better things to do. I have also been sorting/packing through my things for my big move to the west coast (less than four weeks to go!) I feel anxious and excited about everything going on in my life. Mostly excited, though.

Last night, I had a dream where it consisted of me chasing after a bumblebee in my living room. I had the supplies from the bug class from JBA...including poison, kill jars and a net. Except the net was put together incorrectly and I could not get that bumblebee, despite its size. Here is my amateur reading of my dream: I think that the bumblebee symbolizes something I can't quite grasp IRL. So towards the end of the dream...I finally caught the bee but when I did, I felt unfulfilled. Does this mean that what I'm chasing after IRL isn't really worth it in the end? I think I have all of these weird feelings because I watched 500 Days of Summer again. That movie is such an eye-opener and parallels so many aspects of the past year for me. I can't decide if I felt hopeful or depressed after the movie. On one hand, I'm hopeful because it just means there's always someone better or newer to meet. On the other, no one is as cute as Zooey Dechanel!!!!!! Sigh, life is tough.

- Jessica.